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"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,12,561.2598,14.2231,579.2598,14.2231,579.2598,26.2231,561.2598,26.2231,"166"
"USHCVE+InnMing-Bold",#FFFFFF,7,516.8976,813.796,544.8976,813.796,544.8976,820.796,516.8976,820.796,"移動光點"
"USHCVE+InnMing-Bold",#FFFFFF,7,551.8976,813.796,579.8976,813.796,579.8976,820.796,551.8976,820.796,"雲彩見證"
"CYKSTJ+LinGothic-bold",#683D00,40,42.5197,737.2369,202.5197,737.2369,202.5197,777.2369,42.5197,777.2369,"饒恕的愛"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,15,44.9291,663.9009,89.9291,663.9009,89.9291,678.9009,44.9291,678.9009,"林佩璇"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,54.0697,546.0103,283.4197,546.0103,283.4197,557.0103,54.0697,557.0103,"父母在我很小的時候離異,童年的印象中,與"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,528.0143,283.5077,528.0143,283.5077,539.0143,42.5197,539.0143,"父母相處的時光並不多,大部份的時間我不停搬"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,510.0183,283.4197,510.0183,283.4197,521.0183,42.5197,521.0183,"家轉學,輪流居住在兩方的親戚家。親戚們僅能"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,492.0223,283.4637,492.0223,283.4637,503.0223,42.5197,503.0223,"提供基本的吃住,沒有人會在乎你的作業寫了沒、"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,474.0263,283.4197,474.0263,283.4197,485.0263,42.5197,485.0263,"洗澡了沒?印象很深刻,有一次媽媽終於來看我"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,456.0303,283.5077,456.0303,283.5077,467.0303,42.5197,467.0303,"了,卻帶著挑剔無法接納的眼光看我這個鄉下小"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,438.0343,283.4197,438.0343,283.4197,449.0343,42.5197,449.0343,"孩,她問我怎麼沒有梳頭髮,我卻遍尋不著一根"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,420.0383,75.5197,420.0383,75.5197,431.0383,42.5197,431.0383,"梳子。"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,54.0697,384.0353,283.4197,384.0353,283.4197,395.0353,54.0697,395.0353,"到了四年級時,我因思念母親離家出走,自高"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,366.0393,283.5077,366.0393,283.5077,377.0393,42.5197,377.0393,"雄鄉下輾轉搭車至台北找母親,母親於舞廳擔財"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,348.0433,283.4307,348.0433,283.4307,359.0433,42.5197,359.0433,"務會計,忙碌的晚班工作,實在無法照顧孩子,"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,330.0473,283.4307,330.0473,283.4307,341.0473,42.5197,341.0473,"母親對我說:台北生活很辛苦,凡事要堅強,自"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,312.0513,283.4197,312.0513,283.4197,323.0513,42.5197,323.0513,"己照顧自己,我懞懞懂懂的答應母親,便開始了"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,294.0553,283.4197,294.0553,283.4197,305.0553,42.5197,305.0553,"台北鑰匙兒童的生活。為分擔沉重的房租,母親"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,276.0593,283.5077,276.0593,283.5077,287.0593,42.5197,287.0593,"分租房間給男性的親戚,有的會偷窺我洗澡換衣"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,258.0633,283.4197,258.0633,283.4197,269.0633,42.5197,269.0633,"服,有的會對我有不當的身體接觸,我的心裡極"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,240.0673,283.4307,240.0673,283.4307,251.0673,42.5197,251.0673,"為害怕,但為了不讓母親擔憂,我選擇沉默,常"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,222.0713,283.5077,222.0713,283.5077,233.0713,42.5197,233.0713,"常我站在樓頂想結束自己沒有盼望的生命。這個"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,204.0753,283.5077,204.0753,283.5077,215.0753,42.5197,215.0753,"事件造成我身心靈極大的傷害,我不能明白什麼"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,186.0793,283.4637,186.0793,283.4637,197.0793,42.5197,197.0793,"是家的感覺,好像這世界沒有地方是我立足之處。"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,54.0697,150.0763,283.4197,150.0763,283.4197,161.0763,54.0697,161.0763,"考上大學後,我到外地唸書,課餘時間積極參"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,132.0803,283.4197,132.0803,283.4197,143.0803,42.5197,143.0803,"與社會服務工作,希望讓生命充滿正面能量,在"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,114.0843,283.4197,114.0843,283.4197,125.0843,42.5197,125.0843,"此同時,我結識了生命中重要的另一半,畢業後"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,96.0883,211.2377,96.0883,211.2377,107.0883,42.5197,107.0883,"順利進入外商採購部門工作,並於"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,214.0537,96.0883,236.0537,96.0883,236.0537,107.0883,214.0537,107.0883,"2006"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,238.8697,96.0883,283.4417,96.0883,283.4417,107.0883,238.8697,107.0883,"年結婚,"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,78.0923,283.4197,78.0923,283.4197,89.0923,42.5197,89.0923,"婚後很快有了懷孕的好消息,人生走到這裡,在"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,60.0963,283.4637,60.0963,283.4637,71.0963,42.5197,71.0963,"外人眼中我似乎過著人人稱羡的好生活。事實上,"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,42.5197,42.1003,283.5077,42.1003,283.5077,53.1003,42.5197,53.1003,"婚後的我無法適應婆家權威式的環境,自由慣了"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,546.0983,552.7107,546.0983,552.7107,557.0983,311.8107,557.0983,"的我,要開始學習如何成為他人期待的媳婦,越"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,528.1023,552.7987,528.1023,552.7987,539.1023,311.8107,539.1023,"想討好他人卻常踫得滿鼻子灰,當時老公也因台"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,510.1063,552.7987,510.1063,552.7987,521.1063,311.8107,521.1063,"中有不錯的工作機會,使得懷孕期間夫妻得分居"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,492.1103,552.7107,492.1103,552.7107,503.1103,311.8107,503.1103,"北中兩地,獨自一人與公婆同住的生活,再加上"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,474.1143,552.7107,474.1143,552.7107,485.1143,311.8107,485.1143,"懷孕期間種種的不適,我陷入重度的憂鬱裡,每"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,456.1183,552.7547,456.1183,552.7547,467.1183,311.8107,467.1183,"日以淚洗面食不下嚥,只能關了燈躲在角落痛哭,"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,438.1223,552.7987,438.1223,552.7987,449.1223,311.8107,449.1223,"生產後老公亦然決然帶著我和寶寶遷居台中,此"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,420.1263,552.7107,420.1263,552.7107,431.1263,311.8107,431.1263,"舉讓公婆不能諒解,造成不小的家庭革命,更加"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,402.1303,443.8107,402.1303,443.8107,413.1303,311.8107,413.1303,"增我對公婆的陰霾與隔核。"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,323.3387,366.1273,552.7987,366.1273,552.7987,377.1273,323.3387,377.1273,"或許是懷孕期間憂鬱症的影響,我的寶寶免疫"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,348.1313,552.7217,348.1313,552.7217,359.1313,311.8107,359.1313,"系統不好,大小病痛不斷,經常奔波醫院之間,"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,330.1353,334.0747,330.1353,334.0747,341.1353,311.8107,341.1353,"終在"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,336.8907,330.1353,347.8907,330.1353,347.8907,341.1353,336.8907,341.1353,"11"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,350.7067,330.1353,552.6777,330.1353,552.6777,341.1353,350.7067,341.1353,"個月大時,不明原因急性腦炎死亡,醫生"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,312.1393,552.7987,312.1393,552.7987,323.1393,311.8107,323.1393,"也無法明確告訴我們孩子的死因。我的母親無法"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,294.1433,552.7107,294.1433,552.7107,305.1433,311.8107,305.1433,"接受孩子的死,她瘋狂的指責我是殺人兇手,不"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,276.1473,552.7987,276.1473,552.7987,287.1473,311.8107,287.1473,"配當一個媽媽,更說我是她人生中的恥辱使她蒙"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,258.1513,552.7547,258.1513,552.7547,269.1513,311.8107,269.1513,"羞,要和我斷絕關係,面對母親的指責與不諒解,"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,240.1553,552.7547,240.1553,552.7547,251.1553,311.8107,251.1553,"長期以來渴望母愛的我,完全失去活下去的盼望,"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,222.1593,552.7107,222.1593,552.7107,233.1593,311.8107,233.1593,"這時父親也將我所有的積緒拿去填補他事業的資"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,204.1633,552.7217,204.1633,552.7217,215.1633,311.8107,215.1633,"金缺口,孩子死了,母親這條線也斷了,連帶給"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,186.1673,552.7107,186.1673,552.7107,197.1673,311.8107,197.1673,"我一點安全感的錢也沒了,每天醒著時,就在思"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,168.1713,432.8107,168.1713,432.8107,179.1713,311.8107,179.1713,"想如何結束生命的方式。"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,323.3387,132.1683,472.1027,132.1683,472.1027,143.1683,323.3387,143.1683,"人的盡頭是神的起頭!感謝主"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,474.9847,132.1683,496.9847,132.1683,496.9847,143.1683,474.9847,143.1683,"2009"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,499.8667,132.1683,522.3837,132.1683,522.3837,143.1683,499.8667,143.1683,"年的"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,525.2657,132.1683,552.7657,132.1683,552.7657,143.1683,525.2657,143.1683,"12/24"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,114.1723,375.9077,114.1723,375.9077,125.1723,311.8107,125.1723,"平安夜,因著"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,381.4077,114.1723,555.5047,114.1723,555.5047,125.1723,381.4077,125.1723,"神的憐憫,我走進門諾會南屯教會,"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,96.1763,552.7107,96.1763,552.7107,107.1763,311.8107,107.1763,"認識了主耶穌。透過每一次唱詩歌和禱告,領受"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,78.1803,523.0987,78.1803,523.0987,89.1803,311.8107,89.1803,"神的愛與接納,我找到人生的目標與盼望。"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,530.5567,78.1803,552.6997,78.1803,552.6997,89.1803,530.5567,89.1803,"神親"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,60.1843,552.7987,60.1843,552.7987,71.1843,311.8107,71.1843,"自填滿我長期以來缺乏父愛母愛的缺口,我知道"
"HAVYQP+DFYuan-W5-WIN-BF",#231F20,11,311.8107,42.1883,552.7217,42.1883,552.7217,53.1883,311.8107,53.1883,"神是我在天上的父親,神造了我,也愛我到底。"
"NELFUX+LinGothic-Light",#683D00,12,576.5197,106.7459,576.5197,106.7459,576.5197,118.7459,576.5197,118.7459,"南屯教會"