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"QIOJKQ+Calibri",#000000,12,78.2306,35.3912,80.9426,35.3912,80.9426,50.0432,78.2306,50.0432,"	"
"QIOJKQ+Calibri",#000000,12,285.5906,35.3912,313.2314,35.3912,313.2314,50.0432,285.5906,50.0432,"-	86	-	"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,14.48,78.2306,739.0334,153.1127,739.0334,153.1127,753.5112,78.2306,753.5112,"正成的感謝"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#000000,12,445.7306,739.1792,517.7306,739.1792,517.7306,751.1792,445.7306,751.1792,"張正成代禱信"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,708.6992,174.2306,708.6992,174.2306,720.6992,78.2306,720.6992,"親愛的弟兄姐妹:"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,114.2306,678.9392,507.2546,678.9392,507.2546,690.9392,114.2306,690.9392,"感謝您持續的關心與代禱,正成於2020年10月17日在林口長庚醫院接受腹膜"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,663.3392,513.2546,663.3392,513.2546,675.3392,78.2306,675.3392,"腔大手術以後,住院到現在,已經預訂下週二(2021.2.9)出院,轉回我們台中的中"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,647.7392,234.2306,647.7392,234.2306,659.7392,78.2306,659.7392,"國醫藥附設醫院,繼續照顧。"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,114.2306,618.2192,510.2306,618.2192,510.2306,630.2192,114.2306,630.2192,"在這一段漫長的三個多月住院期間,正成有以下幾個深切的體驗與反省,分"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,602.6192,126.2306,602.6192,126.2306,614.6192,78.2306,614.6192,"述如下:"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,114.2306,573.0992,294.2306,573.0992,294.2306,585.0992,114.2306,585.0992,"一、「雖然行過死蔭的幽谷,因爲"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,297.2306,573.0992,517.7426,573.0992,517.7426,585.0992,297.2306,585.0992,"神同在,也不怕遭害。」:我在10/17日大"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,557.4992,509.4866,557.4992,509.4866,569.4992,78.2306,569.4992,"手術13小時以後,轉至外科加護病房。剛從麻醉中醒來,我就發現全身都很痛。肚"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,541.8992,510.2306,541.8992,510.2306,553.8992,78.2306,553.8992,"子除了正中央很長的縫合傷口外,左右都各插入一條沖吸導管,隨時用生理食鹽水"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,526.2992,510.2306,526.2992,510.2306,538.2992,78.2306,538.2992,"沖進又洗出我的腹膜腔液體。而且這些管子都頂住了我的肋骨下緣,使我每一下的"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,510.6992,510.2306,510.6992,510.2306,522.6992,78.2306,522.6992,"呼吸都會肋骨痛,甚至無法合眼睡覺。連續四天都是這麼痛苦。我當下就對太太素"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,495.0992,436.3466,495.0992,436.3466,507.0992,78.2306,507.0992,"貞說,如果我一旦不行了,我拒絕急救CPR,現在就請他們讓我簽no"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,439.3466,495.0992,497.2226,495.0992,497.2226,507.0992,439.3466,507.0992,"CPR的文件"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,479.4992,258.2306,479.4992,258.2306,491.4992,78.2306,491.4992,"吧!素貞聽了又難過又惶恐。感謝"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,261.2306,479.4992,501.2306,479.4992,501.2306,491.4992,261.2306,491.4992,"神的大能與醫護團隊的幫忙,後來發現我的疼"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,463.8992,510.2306,463.8992,510.2306,475.8992,78.2306,475.8992,"痛、幻影幻聽、兩手的陣攣抽慉等,原來是因腦部的局部癲癇,立刻打癲癇藥,我"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,448.2992,210.2306,448.2992,210.2306,460.2992,78.2306,460.2992,"也就痛苦減輕,睡著了。"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,114.2306,418.5392,498.2306,418.5392,498.2306,430.5392,114.2306,430.5392,"二、「我們在天上的父,願祢的名為聖。願祢的國降臨,在地上如同在天"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,402.9392,510.2306,402.9392,510.2306,414.9392,78.2306,414.9392,"上。」三個多月的住院治療是漫長而難受的。我傷口的疼痛,斷斷續續的嘔吐,以"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,387.3392,510.2306,387.3392,510.2306,399.3392,78.2306,399.3392,"及腹腔引流管、小腸造口管的功能不如預期,都ㄧ再讓我抑鬱與失望,茫茫然ㄧ日"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,371.7392,510.2306,371.7392,510.2306,383.7392,78.2306,383.7392,"又ㄧ日。我那時候的禱告與靈修只剩下一句話:「主耶穌啊,求你憐憫我。」只有"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,356.1392,498.2306,356.1392,498.2306,368.1392,78.2306,368.1392,"當我在這麼無奈與低潮的時候,才能略為體會主耶穌受難以前在客西馬尼園的禱"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,340.5392,498.2306,340.5392,498.2306,352.5392,78.2306,352.5392,"告:「父啊!這杯甚苦,請祢挪開。但是,不要成就我的意思,只要成全祢的旨"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,324.9392,510.2306,324.9392,510.2306,336.9392,78.2306,336.9392,"意。」後來,耶穌走上十字架,嘗盡所有痛苦,完成對人類的救贖,並且三日後復"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,309.3392,174.2306,309.3392,174.2306,321.3392,78.2306,321.3392,"活,贏過了死亡。"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,114.2306,279.8192,498.2306,279.8192,498.2306,291.8192,114.2306,291.8192,"有一天,我午覺睡醒,突然發現我右邊的小腸造瘻管,流出黃綠色的膽汁"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,264.2192,510.2306,264.2192,510.2306,276.2192,78.2306,276.2192,"液,哈利路亞,感謝主!原來期待很久的右邊小腸造瘻管的功能出現了。後來的小"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,248.6192,510.2306,248.6192,510.2306,260.6192,78.2306,260.6192,"腸功能與引流收斂,就慢慢地朝向復原的方向。但是正成永遠也不敢忘記,當我退"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,233.0192,510.2306,233.0192,510.2306,245.0192,78.2306,245.0192,"到一無所有,只剩下病痛時,就是我在心靈裏與主耶穌最接近的時候。所以,當時"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,217.4192,402.2306,217.4192,402.2306,229.4192,78.2306,229.4192,"候來臨,只要我一合眼,就是我已經安然抵達永恆的天家了。"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,114.2306,187.8992,510.2306,187.8992,510.2306,199.8992,114.2306,199.8992,"三、「我賜你們一條新的命令,就是你們要彼此相愛。你們若彼此相愛,眾"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,172.2992,510.2306,172.2992,510.2306,184.2992,78.2306,184.2992,"人就因此認出你們是我的門徒。」這是主耶穌在最後的晚餐,對他門徒的叮嚀。當"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,156.6992,510.2306,156.6992,510.2306,168.6992,78.2306,168.6992,"正成躺在病床上,左右都是引流管與連續抽吸的機器聲時,我其實是每一件大小事"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,141.0992,510.2306,141.0992,510.2306,153.0992,78.2306,153.0992,"都要倚靠別人的。所有我過去的功能、定位與價值,已離我而去。我不是醫師,我"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,125.4992,510.2306,125.4992,510.2306,137.4992,78.2306,137.4992,"只是病人。感謝主,上帝愛我們,並不是因爲我們的價值與功能而愛我們。上帝愛"
"VMMANR+STFangsong",#353535,12,78.2306,109.8992,378.2306,109.8992,378.2306,121.8992,78.2306,121.8992,"我,單單只因爲我是祂創造的人而愛我,是無條件的愛。"
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